My grown up little brother :)

yesterday , when I was lean on my bed , waiting for my eyes to be closed and having a sweet dream , my phone's ringing .

Anje Max's appeared on the screen.

having a short and simple chat with him make me realized that my youngest brother has become a matured boy right now. He called me just to know how am I doing . For me , it was so sweet of him :) 

...and

I'm touched :')

Anja and ayah in our first raya ever at home :)

to my body and soul

euww. sounds bit weird . Oh my English ! hee

okay after all that happened in this week, what I wanted to say at all to myself is ,

STAY STRONG, AISHAH !

Ya. After having a minor accident on Saturday while avoidind from crushing the car that suppose to wait for me to get through first, having 5 stitches on my chin, quite a worse wound on my knee and leg , all I can say to myself is BE STRONG ! This one remaining week of this semester is the most hectic week at all. 

1. Mini project presentation on Thursday
2. Agricultural extension 's report
3. Farm management report
4. Herbarium
5. microbe report

Tomorrow will be the day of my second appointment with the doctor. The day they will decide to free my chin from any bandage or not. That depends on my stitches wound. So pray for it to be nice to me , otherwise I have to continue to wear this beautiful bandage on my chin, obviously seen on my face ! 

Agricultural Extension Trip Programme ! :)

From 16th May to 18th May we , the students for Agricultural Extension were at Pos Betau Kuala Lipis for extension program and actually that is an "orang Asli village". It is one of the compulsary activity that we need to be done in this course.

on that day, we were divided into 9 groups and each of the group are requested to do method demonstration about agriculture. Anything about agriculture that we may think can attract the orang Asli to do it on their own to improve their life as farmers, as we know that most of them work with plantation. Few examples that were successfully done by us were about vertical garden, composting, organic fertilizer, fish pellet, safety demo (herbicide-handling), incubation of "ayam kampung"'s egg, planting of Sabah Snake grass and for our group, it was making Bio-pesticide by using soap, cooking oil, water and garlic. :)

On Sunday, before went back to UPM , we drop by to Cameron Higland . wee~~

this is one of the picture from Nasuha Suboh. I stole it from her IG. heee~ and this is when we visited LAVENDER FARM. :)

few weeks agooooo~

ok aishah. make it simple. I have already complete my driving license ! for both car and motorcycle ! alhamdulillah. The story begins when one of my friend Hidayah asked me if I am interested in taking motorcycle license . I don't know why. I cannot ride motorcycle very well yet I say yes, I am interested ! Then , Allah's planning is the best for me . I passed the JPJ test on 2nd May. :)

I went to Rembau after a day I finished my JPJ test. My family wanted to give the invitation card to Ayah's family in Nogori Sembilan. I love everything there . Especially the love they show towards my father. I remenber what Umi said to us when we were busying finding the right way to go to everyone's house in Rembau and Tampin : "kau kena ingat jalan-jalan ni . nanti bila umi ayah da tak da, korang lah penyambung silaturahim ni ." How touched I am to hear that kind of words.

Umi ayah, I promise you, I will never put an end to all of your effort to see this bonding keep warm and tight.

InshaAllah :)

that familiar voice ..

Bismillah ..

Yesterday when I called my mom , she was the first one who greeted me with her "Hello" .

Suddenly my heart felt something . That voice remind me of someone.

Someone who I miss so much. Someone who I adore her cooking especially the most delicious 'kuih abuk-abuk' in the world and many more.

Someone who ever asked me to stay longer with her as at that time, when I was just 7-8 , I managed to memorize Doa Qunut well, and she was so impressed till she requested me to be with her and to give her a lesson on how I can do that.

Someone who I miss so hard to kiss her hand on every single "raya fiest" morning .

Alfatihah for my beloved late Grandma, Gayah binti Sulaiman.

I miss you so much :')

*Actually this is not the first time I notice that my mum's voice is similar as my grandma. Just this is the first time I just like to write it down here :)

ok
what to say
2 weeks is not enough
believe me
in such a shock you gonna do something important in your life
that takes long time to be prepared
but you were given only 2 weeks

ya. absolutely, 2 weeks is not enough
I need more
but what else can I say
live must go on

 ... and 18th of April has to come

the day I will be presented my Final Year Project in front of the lectures !

be positive!

senyum lah , sayang !

Ya. Tajuk tu untuk diri aku sendiri sebenarnya . Sebelum aku tulis ni, aku dah nangis habis-habis masa lepas solat tadi . Aku nangis. Ya. Aku nangis. Semuanya datang tanpa aku duga.

announcement pasal final year project presentation hari jumaat 18hb April sedangkan dia baru je bagitau 4hb April - mana rasionalnya ?

sistem buat lesen kereta motor akan berubah kalau tak lulus atau tak ambil test sebelum 2 Mei-baru beritahu Khamis hari tu . kenapa tak beritahu awal-awal ? akan ada 2 sesi test JPJ sebelum sistem berubah iaitu pada 18hb April and 2 Mei. so, kau kene pilih. 

Project mini Advanced Soil Microbiology proposal presentation in front of Prof Zul and other Master student, hari khamis 17hb , one day before final year project proposal presentation. 

boleh bayang tak ? bayang lah sendiri .

sebenarnya , aku puas tersenyum sorang-sorang kadang-kadang . bila aku fikir, dekat mana kekuatan aku yang tersembunyi tu sampai Allah letak aku kat ujian macam ni. 

aku puas tersenyum bila aku tertanya-tanya macam mana lah nanti kalau aku berjaya harungi semua ujian ni. mampu ke ? aku tau sebenarnya aku mampu sebab tu Allah letak aku kat sini . Aku puas tersenyum sebab aku macam tak percaya. 

Aku tak balik midsem break ni sebab aku nak settle kan proposal fyp . proposal mini project pun aku tak terjumpa lagi prof zul. dia kata kena dapatkan approval dia dulu baru boleh run presentation. masalahnya hari jumaat hari tu aku pegi, tapi kak ana kata dia ada workshop sampai petang. ni aku kene tunggu dia balik jumaat depan semata nak dapatkan approval dia .

dr tan pulak hari rabu baru available kat fac. aku tak beritau dia lagi aku kene present hari jumaat 18hb April. mau dia pun speechless jugak nanti. 

18 hb tu jugak, aku dalam dilema, nak amek test jpj ke tak ? kalau tangguh ke 2 Mei, aku takut aku kena repeat, so, terus masuk sistem baru. kalau 18 hb April, kene repeat pun tak pe, ada peluang lagi 2 Mei tu kan. so ? istikharah ke camne niiii ..

papepun aku tauuuuu ...

sebab tu lah aku banyak tersenyum dari menangis . aku tau, waktu macam ni, aku kena banyak bersangka baik pada Allah . sebab Allah Maha Mengetahui, sedangkan aku tidak tahu . 

:)