alhamdulillah..i just went through my holiday for first sem at home nicely...and it was so wonderful..
1)staying at home..
2)hugging my ummi almost in every moment i wanted to do so..until sometime my ummi just like to give me a spontaneous response like this :
3)asked ummi to prepare me my favourite dishes..hehe...
4)helped ummi to clean her huge rabbit's cage..OMA..their pee n poo somehow make me feel bored..but whenever i'm in the mood,i love to do this kind of work ;p
5)help ummi to manage her garden...a nice garden with a lot of puding types,u know...it seriously A LOT..!
6)a small and funny fight with my father.. O ayah! i miss u like crazy ;(
...... : and the list goes on : ...
however.. i have to admit that i am too weak n quite helpless to cope with the downside of staying at home too long..
1) lost and intentionally violate my full n disciplined schedule as a hostel girl~~~
2)sleep too early....yaa~~i manage to sleep at 8pm =)and it mess my parents =='
3)never remember my projects,assignment and everything to do with this kind of word--->S.T.U.D.E.N.T..hehe
.....and the list keep moving on in its track......
however (again)..i may stumble across a weird and childish fact that being at home always make me a hectic girl...giving me a hectic lifestyle... i wake up in the early morning and the lists of 'homework' is waiting for me..! =p
it is a wonderful moment to see my ummi n ayah smile whenever they satisfied with my work. but i know,i have to improve..! yes..improving myself with the sense of insecurity to be in my position;a daughter to the parents that hope to see me succeeded in my life in the world and afterwards,a student of agriculture that aims to be a useful one to the mankind, and a very weak and helpless creation to the ONE and ONLY Creator that always with me even though sometimes I tend to forget Him whenever my Iman goes downward..however,He always there to remind me certainly with His own unique ways...thanks Allah..Alhamdulillah...
****I just realised that no people can live without the sense of insecurity. It is a fundamental of improving and developing yourself rather than what you were yesterday.****
....:: and here I am,sitting on my own chair,in my own room,in the so-called KOLEJ 12 of UPM,promise myself to be a better daughter,a better student,and a better mankind ::....
mood : improving myself in the newly beginning semester :)
note 1 : thanks Allah for the beautiful chance in continuing my study in UPM.
note 2 : thanks Allah for the '3.6' in my first semester. it is never be in my expectation. then,i realised nothing is impossible as long as u lay your trust on Allah. Keep moving forward for the Dean's List of UPM,aishah..! Allah is always with you!!!waiting for me,mr.3.75 aka mr DEAN... I will definitely approach you together with Allah.
^^^^new semester....new spirit..^^^^
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