Heart..? @_@

At the time i wrote this entry,tomorrow is the day of statistic's test. Ya Allah,and I don't even finished revise all of the topic that covered the test. T.T huhu..and now,is the time between maghrib and isyak.

I don't know why, I feel lost. My heart feel empty. I know why that happen. The reason is,maybe it is all about my relationship with my Creator. O Allah,forgive me. My friend started to tease me with few boys name. These boys are all my friends. I know,my friends were just joking. To see me smile. To see me feel shy and i appreciate that. Then I would say that I have no feeling towards them. However,how long can i stand to avoid any weird feeling to get into my heart? it is very undeniable for my heart itself to feel nothing with their teasing. It is not easy to take a good care of a heart. It is seriously very difficult.  InshaAllah,from now on,i will never be compromised with their word.I will avoid myself from doing anything that could give them way to that anymore. Yes,it start with me. I should be more careful next time.

**I went to Ustaz Hasrizal's website and i found THIS . Whenever Darwin got his 'Evolution Theory', Ustaz Hasrizal also got his a very touched 'Love Evolution Theory' and this kind of theory is the real and more practical one compared with Darwin's. And it touched my heart and giving me motivation to refresh my iman . **

___: according to this kind of dilemma , i did 'unfriend' a few friends in facebook to make sure i could have at least some time to re-treat my heart. It doesn't mean our ukhwah is over. It just a start of something new. A new heart of Aishah ^^ and to that 'friend', I will add you as a friend again ! :)