A Lesson

Today i got  crop physiology test at 10 in the morning. At 8 am, actually I have to attend weed science class. However, I studied until late in the midnight and got headache . I missed the class. I felt very sad at that time. Some of the classmate in weed science's kept asking me. What happened,aishah? I don't know what was the appropriate word to answer them best. Maybe some people would ever think that I intentionally skip the class just because I need to finish studying for physiology. Yeah, I am sure that it will come across their mind as a human being. That was not their fault to think of that way.
 Okay, actually that is the introduction on what exactly I want to share in this my so-called diary. At 9.40++ am, I got a message from one of my best course mate. Actually she is a very kind person to everyone.

This is what her message sounds like :

*** salam aishah. kenapa tak datang kelas? aishah tak sihat ke..?

and I replied:

*** salam , athirah(not the real name).. mintak maaflah. saya sakit kepala. duk study fisio smpai lewat.saya rasa bersalah sangat.

and then, she replied with not a simple message but such a quote one and really motivating. And it sound like this :

***Rahsia kejayaan bukan dengan banyaknya membaca, kerapnya berbincang dan kuatnya ingatan..
Tetapi kejayaan yang sebenar datang bila kamu meletakkan 100% keyakinan dan imanmu pada Allah Yang Satu kerana Dialah pemilik ilmu itu...
Inshaallah semoga dipermudahkan.

(The secret of a success not with how much you read, how often you have discussion, and how strong your memory is. But the real success comes when you put 100% trust and faith in Allah for He is the Owner of that knowledge.
Inshaallah,may everything going smoothly.)

.......That message really make me realized that I should not do that. For grabbing a very good result in physiology test, I tend to ignore a very important class. Yes, it is only a class. Test seems to be very important but the obvious differences between me and my friends(who attend the class) is I did'nt get the knowledge I supposed to get directly from the lecturer. And I am very sure my action was not be blessed by Allah. Just for the sake of a very good result, I studied until late in midnight and miss the class because of the headache. O Allah , please forgive me for what have I done :(

And today, I got a very meaningful lesson.

• I should have not miss any class anymore as what I did today.
• Don't and never ever again make a very last minute preparation in revising for every subject.
• Let's tawakal and give our trust to Allah as He know what best for us.
• Today, I realized that I have friends that really care about me. Curious to know what actually happened to me. Worrying if something bad happened to me. O Allah, thanks for giving me this kind of beautiful gift : F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P and U.K.H.W.A.H.
• Last but not least...Aishah, let be positive on every mehnah and tribulation that Allah gave you. :)

May tomorrow comes with a good thing and beautiful rainbow. :)